Digest Number 1616
Rose and others............. You are certainly not alone.......I too feel like something is missing.........I too experienced near death with total organ failure...... I know some may say I'm whining when I say i am not the same person......but I'm not........and yes I'm thankful to God for bringing me back and allowing more time on this earth. But I still can't help but wonder just what has happened to me to make me such a different person..........I think human nature or perhaps just my desire to learn more about what happens when one is place on heart-lung by-pass machine.....what happens to the brain...... I'm thankful for this web site as it gives us all an outlet for expressing exactly how we feel........my family gives me great love and support and yet there are times i like to just write my thoughts here............ Carol/Atlanta