Its me, long lost nurse of the list. I've been here, read all the posts every day, just have been enjoying having all of you keep the list going. Such a wonderful support system takes place here. Just a few replies to share: Chuck.....I believe we all have a purpose, and it is up to us to pursue that purpose no matter what our circumstances (and sometimes it is our difficult circumstances which define our purpose in life!). You have a nice positive attitude, thanks for sharing it. Now, your son can have the Dodge truck, but I think you should let me have the Willy's. Brian....good hearing from you again. I figured no news was good news from you, in that you were getting back to "normal". Regarding the HDL, there is a product called BiosLife2 that works wonders on raising the good (HDL) and lowering the bad (LDL).... I used to be involved in the business of selling the stuff, but have not been involved for over 2 years. However I still feel strongly that it is a good product that works (has been double blinded and reported in JAMA), so I do still tell people about it (I normally never even mention it here at risk of sounding like I'm selling something). Email me if you want to know more. Art: Your outlook is so great, thanks for always offering your support, especially to those who are really struggling. Have to go get kids off to school, Take care all, Ann